I don't think it's morning till you see the sun come up and you've been up all night, or you've woken up. I think it's still night even at 1am if you haven't yet gone to bed. If you work at night then it's a totally different bag of fish; so I'll let you decide when it's morning for you and when it's still night.
In other news I love my job. And my dog doesn't get enough play time, but that's cuse I work. Ah the trade offs we have.
I've been freaking out a little bit recently about what would normally be small stupid stuff. I guess I'm more stressed then I though. I'm hoping that as I get into the routine of work during the week things will start to feel better. That and as I find a way to feel lest 'romantically' lonely. Haven't completely decided how to do that yet.
I had a though and now it's all gone. Oh well.
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Yeah, still can't think of what it is.
Oh, my neighbor is going to help me with cleaning up my place tomorrow. It's getting really out of hand and I just haven't done anything about it. I'm not sure if it's the time or the inclination, but I can't stand it anymore and I'm not sure how to even begin.
I like babysitting for her. Her son is 6 months old now and he's kind of fussy, so that part isn't so fun, but it gives me something direct to do so I don't feel as overwhelmed and useless sitting around my place on my days off. It also means I don't get as much done around the house as I could (yes I call my appt my house) but I'm not entirely sure that if I weren't babysitting I would get all that much done. And I feel good for helping her our. She's in a tough spot and is financially strapped and I don't really feel like I'm giving up much by doing this for her. Maybe a few hours of sleep, but I just am smart about it and take naps when he does.
Ok, I think I want to keep rambeing, but I also want to sleep. I'm going to choose the sleep option.
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